I haven't written on this blog for a very long time. But I definitely need to say some things...
Dear Chelsea, I was going to buy you an amazing looking card and write everything I wanted to say in it... that way you could keep it wherever you go. But we all know I can't even send out christmas cards... I've at least printed them in the past, but physically SENDING THEM OUT is another story. This I can do...
You are about to set out on the first really great adventure in your life. I'm so proud of you. I love to see someone follow their bliss. It's taken you a while, but I feel like that is what you are finally doing. You have grown up to be such a responsible, lovely, amazingly cool person. Your caring heart and your intelligent mind draw people to you from everywhere. You are such a talented artist, and your friendship to others (friend, family member and stranger, alike!) is an incredibly strong commitment that comes from the bottom of your soul. I am so proud to be able to say that you are my niece. Not that I had much to do with the way you turned out. That pat on the back goes to your parents, for sure.
Tomorrow you set out on your own. I can hear the Dixie Chicks song, "Wide Open Spaces" playing int he background. You've been patient with your life, especially when it mixes with those of others around you. You have sometimes bowed out to allow other to do what they want, not out of fear or because you feel less-than-worthy, but because you are a kind, loving person who wants other to be happy. But it is now YOUR turn. I love that you are standing strong on your own two feet and you are pointing yourself in a direction to explore! And, as the song goes... you'll "find a dream and a life of your own. A place in the clouds, a foundation of stone." It'll get scary some, and you might doubt your decision from time to time... but, Man! Isn't that much better than regretting that you never even tried to follow where your spirit wanted to take you?
No matter how far you go, I'm always ALWAYS here for you. Just pick up the phone and I'm here. You will always have a home... in Monteagle, Sylva, here in Charlotte... if you ever need it. So many people love you and want you to be happy! Just promise not to be too stubborn and know you can always come back if you need to.
Above all, enjoy yourself. After all, it's not about the destination. It's about the journey. I can't wait to hear the stories you have yet to tell.
Much love , from your Aunt Sandy.
